Thursday, April 19, 2012

A week since my last post

Life is like this road, it curves and we cannot see around the curve. 


I have taken some time to read over the blogs I have written. I have felt at times I am learning to overcome my fears. I have been brave and stretched myself into new areas.
And at other times I have given up and been lost in anger. 



I am off for 4 days. I am hoping as I blog today that I can get in touch with my inner self and be in the moment and let go of what is around the curve. 


I have 4 days to do with whatever I wish. I hope to use them well. And mostly I hope to not hide from what could be around that corner. 


I am praying for strength to have my head in touch with my heart. To be aware when I am lost in thoughts of fear and instead of running from them to stand up and face them and realize they are not the truth.  To celebrate my life just like it is and really believe I can make the best choices and all is well. 


Today I am going to enjoy who I am, just as I am, for I am a child of God. I am going to listen for I am being led. 


Instead of dreading that curve I am going to ACCEPT life!


Recognize what I can change and what I can't. In every moment, accept that everything is as it should be. Accept that my body is round and fat and glorious. Just love it. Accept that I don't do things the way everyone else does. Just embrace it. Accept that sometimes I don't have enough money for things I want and life is just hard. Just cry and move through it. Accept that I can't do it all-and who would want to, anyway? Accept a kind word. Don't apologize. Accept a gift --no matter how big, how small. Say Thank you without embarrassment. Accept that life isn't always fair and find the wonder in that, too. Don't accept things that aren't mine, like misdirected shame and blame. Like credit for someone else's accomplishment. Like disrespect. Accept everything I am and nothing I am not. 




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