Today is Sunday and I woke up ready to start my day. Last night I wrote down a list of things to do and I think that helps. I have been watching a show on Netflix on my iPad for a while now. The show was made a few years ago. It is based in a morgue and on the people who work there and the drama in the dead bodies or the personal lives of the doctors and police. I really enjoy the show because it gets down to why and how and finding the truth and believing in yourself.
I think watching this show is helping me accept myself as I am.
I really think starting this blog is also helping me and this is only my 2nd blog.
Right now I am sitting at my computer which is by a window which I can look out on this new day. The grass is green, the birds are singing. It is 8am and the world is quiet. What a beautiful morning.
I started this blog to help me get out of my head and let go of all the stuff in there. Writing does help in that I am forced to think about what I am writing instead of being lost in fear and running from it. I don't feel afraid right now. I feel creative and alive.
I just thought of one of my fears. I get an idea then right away I think of why I can't follow through, then I beat myself up for now doing my idea. Then I am afraid and seem stuck. When I search for an answer to get myself moving I get completely sidetracked and then I am back to beating myself up. What a stupid cycle that is. There is a simple answer and I will find it.
Believing in the best, talking positive to yourself is a good start. And writing about this is also a good start.
I am thankful for this blog and the idea I got from Lonna.
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